MoAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! :)

Hey guys ! Haha , i'm here to update my blog at late night again :P. Wanted to continue my post last time but i forgot what content i going to write so just random la . I was very down day before today because i can't go to MoA concert, and my brother is the crew that work at the back stage. I hate him so much , ewwwwww he's digusting after he told me he's a crew of the concert, and david moo too :'( you guys hurt me badly ! x.x But later i try to comfort myself : Dont be sad , im giong to see suju at ss4 msia , but i failed, i feel soooooo lonely without reason haha! x) . And at last minute i mean today , i keep spam Mnet MoA concert wall to ask for cheap tickets. And finally i got twoooooooooooooooooooo wooooooooooooooohooooooooooooo! Keep shouting ! But actually i'm very afraid i'll waste RM100 because i scare bernice is not going , because i bought the ticket from other person not mua friend. So i MUST take it. And soon , thanks GOD for everything , YOU let you met xieneing :DDD . I saw her post that she always let go the chance to see suju. So i found her and ask her to go with me if berber not going , she said YESSSSSSSSSSS SHE DO! God damn happy that time ! :DD Thank you for the accompany babe , ss4 yea :)

When i reached there im like : GOSH THIS IS TOTALLY SUPERJUNIOR's CONCERT okay ! Everyone is wearing blue colour shirt , holding suju's album. Awwwww they're too crazy of superjunior already. Uhmp, i'm a ELF actually but just love them because they're great in singing and they are damn handsome ishhhhhhh >_< i;m always crazy about handsomes , so i love 2pm 2am beast B1A4 UKISS and also girl singers la teehee :p. My brother told me that when the door havent open to let them go in yet ( When 3 or 4pm like that ),okay i need to say why they don't let us go in . It's because backstage havent ready , so we can't go in. And ELF start to shout OPEN OPEN OPEN , their even using other languange to shout , and sing too. Wow you guys are cool but my brother say all crew and workers inside keep laughing at fans. haha! Honestly , this is really crazy. And if let you go in also won't see superjunior then what for so desperate to go in? O_______O I'm really getting more and more curious bout that guys! Thanks ShiYun to bring me in and sry for interruping you hehe! :D

Stupid , the opening guest is a local singer, he sucks la okay ! Spoilt the concert ! Let my mood from 100% fell to 0% on the ground. The first who came out is MISS-A , mua brother and dav said they are shooooooo HWATTTTTTTTT! And they're move was damn sexying, they even lie at the floor and act cute, i think thousands of guys hearts melt , even me ! I hope i've their sexy legssssss! :((  And next is B1A4 , gosh their damn freakin super HANDSOME la !


(Kay i'm giong to sleeep half way again ! HAHAHA good bye baby good bye ! :D )

Fuck my life

Kayyyyyyyy! Received two BAD news today. My mood totally sucks ! Nothing much happened this week. Wanted to update my blog everyday but at last , when i'm right infront opened the blogger page, i'm lazy to type. Zzzz...blog is something i'll manage when i'm free and lifeless. And now you know what kind of life i'm ENJOYING now -__________________-

Something special is , i work for my very first time hahhaa. Don't wanna tell what's work is that, but i'm shock that i'm doing this , unbeliveable! RM50 is not enough actually. But after you their interview you really can do , there's 2.50commision.I don't know whether it is consider as cheap or exp, i've no idea at those $$ things. So i always shop with no limition, hahahhahaha! My mother will be .. urgh fedup with me :P The main reason i work is too earn money because i'm going to korea , don't wanna use up all the cash my father either mother give me. That was my plan, well , the bad news #1 will announce now

#1 , I'M NOT GOING TO KOREA!

When i saw yeeteng wall post : Bad news, not going. Zzzz. My heart...awwww broke !!!!!!!!! Every pieces of my heart drop from a very high place. Apundeh ! :'( But i still have chance! Wanted to follow Bernice and her cousins to korea :) See whether her father let or not , if no , then no choice. Bumm promised me to bring me next year to korea, and he'll pay for it. He's crazy right? HAHA scold him scold him! :P


Bad news #2 , MY BROTHER IS WORKING AS SUPERVISOR AT BACKSTAGE FOR THE MoA CONCERT.

When he came back from his meeting, he said : Wa girl you don't know what am I working as? That MoA concert la ! And i JUMPED up from my chair and shouted at him : What !!??? Bring me along !!! Since i'm your sister !! They sure let you to bring me to the backstage as a FAKE qualification worker. (Say so because i'm underage) , but he told me : NO YOU CAN'T. Although our boss or me let you go in , but the korea's company was being very strick, they'll check, so the company can't simply let people go in the place they work. i crawl all over bert's body. He's something like a GANG GUAN , and i keep kiss him. Okay i really can't accept this stupid facttttttttttttt! Whatthefark! Why am I still underage. You know what my brother going to do with SuperJunior?

1. he's going to pick them up at the airport (Include FX, MissA, B1A4)
2. He's going be something like body guard , and help them take their laguange.
3. He's having his lunch and dinner with them.
4. He's going to see them right INFRONT of them , and even TOUCH them

I'll exactly work although they've RM10 for one day !!! (This is what i think, the real salary not that less (; ) ! I'm going crazy and keep ask him to call his boss and tell the korea company to give me the backstage workers pass . URGH, i'm still mad at this late night! Eih dey i really can't accept this till now..........


..........To be continue tmrw (:

COUPLE

Hmm...don't know why i've such awkward feelings when i view those couple's photos and blog. I hate that so much la . Although kayyy it was really very sweet , but i'm just envy okayyyyyyy D: You should know my feelings isit? :( :( :( Feel like finding a boyfriend , but as i always told peigeng , if boyfriend i just simply find sure i've 3/4 boyfriendS now, but x feel it's hard to be couple you know? I don't agree such theorem like : 感覺可以在在一起後慢慢培養。GOD , that is just bullshit la okay -.- If really like that why people do breakup? Stupid . And honestly , maybe my heart already staying someone thr but just wrong timing and also i'm not sure whether he's the one i still loving now. Kay love is really messing up my life. But actually with love my life will be coloured D: HAHA but i think HE won't agree what i say now since i'm so small age. Well ,told mommy to introduce some good and hardstudy boys to me , hahahhahahaha , sounds like XIANG QIN right? Haha =\ of course my mum scolded me , but just joking la ! :) Take it easy mommy , told you that if i found my mr.right or i'm currently in a relationship i'll bring the boy to your office. For your husband , ask him eat shit -_-

HE TOTALLY SPOLT MY WHOLE DAY MOOD ! Yay , he's ngoo su hwa that bullshit . He promised me to bring me do mua passport for my korea trip. But at last you know what he said? I was sleeping tightly this morning , and my grandfather remind him about that. And he answered : NO , I"LL BRING HER NEXT WEEK. Fuck ya! Why are you always like that? I didn't saw that you're busy or what! Come back house bathe , and lie on your bed talking to girls keep laugh laugh laugh at thr. Brainless ! I think you just want mommy bring me because you don't wanna pay the RM300 right right right? AM I RIGHT?! I've 100% confidence that this is what you thinking on your pig mind. Ugrh , i tried N times to live peacefully with you , but you dissapointed me once by once. And i gave up now. Our relationship is just like dog and cats. Can't live or see each other more than 1min , if not we'll bite each other. You , bullshit. 

Lifeless x10000

I'm just to bored that i changed everything in my blog.
Although there's little visiter.
Awwwwwww damn envy Chuckei la ! Damn pretty (*_*)
She looks like angelababy without make up . 
Damn similiar ! 


Going to tuition later again.
Urgh , i've 3 tuition classes this week.
Mua timetable this week : 


Monday - Stay in house , eat mosquito
Tuesday - Tuition , swim.
Wednesday - Shopping /  Swim !
Thursday - Tuition , swim !
Friday - Church , swim ! 
Saturday - Tuition , swim ! 
Sunday - SWIMMMMMMMMM :D


i love swim so muach (; 
Nowadays i just ate organic vege as my brunch and dinner 
I think if my grandparents and father didn't force me to eat
I'll be 5kg less now :p 
Holiday is easy for diet , but in school it's hard because everyone holding delicious food and walk around me 
Awwww i hate you guys for framming me just don't want me to slim down.
I know right , because i've pretty and baby red fat face so you're trying to stop me to getting more wonderful HAHAHAHAHAHA com'on take it easy ! x)


And now i'm really speechless to you. I know you care about us . But sometimes you just care something out of the scope of caring. I'm getting more and more sick of you. :X SO for now , if you wanna scold i'll just let it be . 


Asked mommy whether i can really join yee&yuenteng for the korea trip and mommy rapidly gave me a YES on her lovely mouth <3 . Kissed on her forehead as my appreciate sign, she knows I'm bored so i'm sure that she will let me go before i asked her :) . Just giving her a msg that i wanna go thr to spent my holiday but not staying house. Decided to go for 2weeks , how is it? :) Or perhaps longer will do ? Hmm, will discuss with yeeteng ltr (; . Aww damn excited la ! I wanted to go JEJU since almost every korea dramas i watched will frame this place. And i feel so nervous la , i've no prepared like clothes and shoes those. So i'm rushing to buy now :X Bought one shoes now. Eh someone can tell me which way to slim down is the fastest and i want permanent not for temporary ! Com'on opinion opinion opinion !!! 


Kay , going to sleep again now. Buhhbye


Suddenly , i wanted to be a model later :p

Boredem

There's such a long long long time since i've written my last post.
Kay now , school holiday starts
and guess whuat? It totally sucks !!
My life is like a prisoners , everyday keep repeat the same life habits
and also locked at a certain place.
Times up i died.
What fucking hell is going on now.
Shouldn't i enjoying my holiday life after few months of suffering at my PMR and UEC?
But whay i'm like going back to that kind of life
At least i've something that busy and disturb my life make me won't feel lifeless.
Books , i've the study mood just at Night and EARLY in the morning or someway we called it MIDNIGHT :p
hehehehehehehe
i'm one of the night cats la okay o.o i'm given this name since i'm standard5
Panda eyes is one of the biggest character of mine ! X)

I feel weird , i can write through english (Although it's broken)
But my tougue will tie up when i start to communicate in english
stupid la why is it like that :(
Seriously , i'm more intersted at korean laguange la okay , more attract isn't ?
Regret that i deny my dear papaya peiyin invatation to penang :(
Cause i can't go back to school at last friday to pay the fees .

Just then when i'm grumbling with peoples that i'm bored please grab me away
my dear yeetengg came to me and told me a good news!!!
SHE'S GOING TO KOREA AT DECEMBER!
Kay maybe you're going to be curious why am I so happy
because if she's going , then i should be following them too awwwwwwww
Sure i'm following since i'm so bored at here !
I love you HAR YEE TENG
But korean air is too too too expensive
Although my mommy allow me to go , but just can't effort the fees.
I need to play , need to buy , and also the flight money.
That's too much my girl
hope you understand ! :(
The most important , hope you sister understand toooooooooooooo ! :D

For no lies , i need a boyfriend badly noww.
Just becuase i feel bored.
Yay you may feel that i'm lame , but i'm just telling the truth
Don't judge :)

Hate

WOW facebook changed , blogger changed too huh ?
Yay , this world is constantly changing . Every minute, every second
Without any warning or sign.
Someone who loves you today , the other day maybe they found their next target.
We're not the master , we can't control or know what thing will happen next second.
Maybe once you winked , someone died
Maybe once you winked , someone leave you.
We are small , we are tiny .

There are people always say girl change fast.
Yay (; I do admit it because sometimes i change very fast too
BUT guys don't think you're loyal to something too.

I hate when girls post it at facebook about : We can't trust boys , can't trust true love.
But later , i'll see their facebook appear "IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH XXX"

SKIP

I heard something shock me today .
HE broke up with her.
不確定就別親吻  感情很容易毀了一個人
I like this sentence.
Girls , make up your mind to make your last deicison before you say yes ok?
IF today the guy is not my brother , perhaps i won't be so freakin out.
But unfortunately, yeap , this happened on my brother.
i hate it when someone hurt my family.
Although i know love is selfish , but still...............

Heyyyyyy :)

It was like finally.

Finally, i found out the only one that can mantain a long lasting love with you , is your parents.

Finally , i found out i treat you not only as my boyfriend but also family.

After you missed something

you'll understand some of the theorems.

But when you found it out , frequently you've lost your first chance.

Chance, once is enough for someone to get into deep hole.

They'll regret perhaps their whole life, and some doesn't even care about the others feelings.

I'm freakin out with this.

I hate boys who tell girls N times of i love you .

Maybe you've change me seriously.

Last time when i couple , i'll be the initiative one who say : owh honey i love you , you're the only one in my heart, you're my sunshine that bright up my world.

Gosh , such kind of bullshit i do tell every of my ex.

But i think that's just a kind of friendship and cheap love.

LOVE hey , don't simple use this word kay.

Boys, they'll tell you thousands times of "owh honey i love you , darling imiss you so much , honey i can't lose you in my retire life", hey just shut-up kay.

I'm so regret and shameful when i reflash back my memories, this is really MENJIJIKAN hatiku.

But since that day I'm with you, you've totally changed me.

Maybe because you're much elder than me that guide me in everything.

But duhhhhh , i've a secret to tell yaaaaaaa.

I feel like a baby but not a girlfriend to you. =/ 

But anyway, since i enjoy the moment , so just let it be. 

Although it;s little bit uncomfortable to me.

You seldom say i love you even at VALENTINE -.-"

And if you notice, i didn't say much too. Few times yes la , maybe one or twice.

I will only release my true feelings by words that displayed at my blog because i knew that you'll always read it ^_< but do the same habit changed?

Hmph , there's nothing much for me to care about since it's different status btwn you & me.

Confused confused confused

I do regret sometimes , i do jealous sometimes , i do angry sometimes.

NgooSuHwa, don't think you're so much meant to be the most important man in my life.

ihateyou , now and ever.

you'll be curious why i'm staring blogging with english.

just because i wanted to improve my english :)